so long.... so so long... its been almost duno hw long since i last blog... well... realli no time man... sch has reopen n is the fifth week aredy... but i juz seems not in the mood at all.. stress is buildin up... problems r comin back... all seems to be so unreal... i juz seems to be avoidin all tis... i feel tired but i still needa hang on... workin n studyin is hard... but i have no choice... i din not chose tis path... n who will wan to walk tis path... everything seems so fated... i cant rely on my them... i noe tat... this path may be hard to walk... but i stilll needa strive thru.... but hw much strength haf i left... i dunno... i realli dunno....