have not been myself recently or shld i say tis sem... feeling so damn stress... everything juz not in the right way... pushing myself to study hard... n i did... been constantly doin my tutorial and nevr skip any lecture till now... wat to do.. tis sem is so difficult and the module are all like killers... the combination simply killin all my brain cells...
common test is around the corner... starting my paper on 9 dec, sat and of all MA first... tat one aredy start to get hard...
RFA will be a killer man.. so many thing to rmb... worst of all redo my FIT proj thrice... tatz like ****up la... duno is our fault or sch system gone haywire...
life has not been good in class too... im feeling abit outcast... juz wanted a peace surroundin nowadays... noise make mi quite irritated... i duno watz wrong wif mi.. maybe is the stress tat is buildin up...
alot of ppl are askin mi 'watz wrong wif ya nowadays'... well i simply duno... i realli duno... i know im not myself like the past... but i jus cant get back to the past... it seems like something is hinderin my way...
for some reason.. i juz wana do well tis sem... a sudden motivation to study and do well... maybe i have a burden on mi... but e sense of urgency juz hit me... juz feel like there is no time to waste...
haiz... something has been bothering mi... is not abt family nor relationship... something tat juz surface out of nowhere...
stress... stress.... stress....